Thought I could escape myself
if I ran far enough away
Always on my coattails
I’m right wherever I go
I was in the car doing cocaine
smoking cigarettes alone
got nowhere to be man
can you please answer your phone?
did you realize it had gotten that bad
took me for a ride inside when we died, man
light a cigarette just to brighten my night up
anonymous narrator, am I a main character?
summon my grey God’s great jawline of tall red cedar
chewing up my evening with the moonlight jingling
did you realize it had gotten that bad?
did you realize it had gotten that bad?
did you realize it had gotten that bad?
did you realize nothing stops when you die?
Heavy is the boot sloshing through Hell
Heavy is the boot stomping purpose
down in the mud
an imprint of your searching
preserved in Earth
all the dirty details
you’re leaving out
recanting your version
nobody cares
nobody cares
nobody cares